Day 13

I had a very good start to my day.

We (Tim, Bing, Bong, Adrian and I) went to watch Manchester United play against Chelsea at Salim. Manchester 3, Chelsea 1! WOOOOOOOOOOOO! Kesian la bing, he's a Chelsea fan. Lotsa crap talking was done during the match, which equals to lots of laughing.

Man, these boys really make me happy :)

Anyways, yesterday I didnt do much - stayed at home most of the day, cause I was too damn tired to do anything. But I did manage to go out and buy myself Grey's Anatomy Season 7! ASLKJFDOI£Q(*DFSKJ It's SO good. Also, I managed to get a good half an hour at the beach.

I dont know why, but I feel drawn to the ocean right now. It's funny how on the surface, the waves may be thrashing backwards and forwards but underneath it's as calm and serene as it ever could be. Or vice versa, the water is so calm it's almost mirror-like, but underneath the undercurrent, being extremely violent.

Maybe, that's how I feel. Everyday having to put on a mask and pretend that I'm fine, and that im over everything, when really - i'm no where close. Bleh.

I guess I'll end this here. I realised that the space bar on my laptop is really loud and my mom and sister are asleep. (Yes, i'm sleeping in my mom's room.)

Loving you, as always,
F