Studies.

I’ve come to a point where all I want to do is sleep. I don’t know what the cause is, maybe I’m majorly deprived of the recommended 7-9 hours, or maybe I’m its just my body’s way of rejecting the much needed hours of studying I need. But today I came home around 5:30pm and all I did was lie in bed and listen to music with my eyes closed. No, I couldn’t fall asleep, though even if I wanted to I could’ve. Oh god, what’s wrong with me?

On the bright side, today’s business test was good. I could actually answer all the questions, but for the essay I’m not 100% confident I actually managed to get all the points, as my answers for the advantages were slightly on the vague side. Oh well, I guess when we actually get the papers back then I’ll figure out how well I did. My fingers are crossed beyond contortion. I really, really, want this to be good. No. I need this to be good.

Progress Tests are coming up in about two days, and I’m freaking the fuck out because I don’t think I have sufficient enough time to thoroughly cover all the topics coming out for all subjects. Man, am I screwed or am I screwed? I must find a way though, maybe after writing this blog post I’ll take out my chemistry book again. If you want to know just how ridiculous my chemistry lecturer is when it comes to setting tests, here are the topics coming out:

- Benzene

- Methylbenzene

- Transition Elements

- Group Four Elements

- THE ENTIRE FUCKING APPLICATION OF CHEMISTRY BOOK.

True story, bro.

Biology’s on the okay side, I actually understood everything my lecturer was teaching during the lectures, I’m not sure whether it’s just my brain refusing to understand Chemistry because of the pure hatred I have for my lecturer, or maybe I just don’t get it. At all. Nevertheless, I must find a way, since everybody doesn’t seem to think I can actually pass these exams, just give me a goddamned PASS. I’m not asking for much, just a PASS. Please? Kthxbai.

Yep, now I’m panicking, gonna go rape my chem book now.

Goodnight, all!
I hope you all had a better day than I did.

PS. Only 78 days left.

J