Fats.

I think I've been called fat more times than i've ever been called fat in my whole entire life, over the last week and a half times. What is it with people and fats? Why is it always such a big deal when we put on weight? People have to grow at some point, either length ways or.. sideways.

I put on 9kg over the holidays, somebody shoot me now. Sometimes I feel like I really dont give a shit about my size. But this time around, I feel like I have this constant nagging in the back of my head telling me that I'm fat.

I have no idea what to do. I like my food. No, 'like' is too much of an understatement, I love my food. But I know I need to cut down.. Is there an alternative to eating food? Something low-fat maybe? Or non-fat.

Never have I ever felt this shitty about myself before. What be the problem peoples.

Must be skinny,

must be skinny.

Must always be skinnier.

Never skinny enough.

f u c k .

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