Today,

I watched Sanctum, out of two thumbs, i'd probably give it half. I dont know, James Cameron let me down on this one. It did do one thing though; it made me even more paranoid about diving. I'm pretty bad with diving, especially night diving, if my sister isnt there as my buddy - no one would understand how badly I freak out underwater. Only she knows, my vertigo gets pretty bad once I start panicking. Gah.

There isnt a chance in hell I'll be doing my cave divers license now! :P Was actually planning on getting it before I signed up for the expedition to the grand canyon and brazil next year - but.. ugh. Screw that. I'm a rescue diver, and if that isnt good enough, then I can say that I've already got my.. DRIVERS LICENSE. (because by then i'll probably already have it! heh.) but psh, that isnt going to count for shit. Sigh, My sister should be the one signing up for this exp. Not me! She's the environmental science student. I'm gonna be a fucking doctor, bitches! Hahaha. Okay, i'll shut up now.

I actually spelt that as I'll shit up. And I burst out laughing.

... You didnt need to know that. I'm sorry.

i'm just trying to avoid having to go back to studying.

So tomorrow's pretty much my last day at school.. Unless things take a good turn. I feel my heart breaking with every passing second. It sucks so bad. It's like, I want to cry, but my invisible wall of strength wont let me. Oh well. Progress test was alright today, i completely failed math but fuck that shit. Chemistry was alright. I died during the moles questions,

* WHY. DID. I. NOT. STUDY. FOR. THAT.

Okay, enough ranting for now, i'll leave you guys with a picture.

ta.

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