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I'll never ask for anyone but you.

Today,

I watched Sanctum, out of two thumbs, i'd probably give it half. I dont know, James Cameron let me down on this one. It did do one thing though; it made me even more paranoid about diving. I'm pretty bad with diving, especially night diving, if my sister isnt there as my buddy - no one would understand how badly I freak out underwater. Only she knows, my vertigo gets pretty bad once I start panicking. Gah.

There isnt a chance in hell I'll be doing my cave divers license now! :P Was actually planning on getting it before I signed up for the expedition to the grand canyon and brazil next year - but.. ugh. Screw that. I'm a rescue diver, and if that isnt good enough, then I can say that I've already got my.. DRIVERS LICENSE. (because by then i'll probably already have it! heh.) but psh, that isnt going to count for shit. Sigh, My sister should be the one signing up for this exp. Not me! She's the environmental science student. I'm gonna be a fucking doctor, bitches! Hahaha. Okay, i'll shut up now.

I actually spelt that as I'll shit up. And I burst out laughing.

... You didnt need to know that. I'm sorry.

i'm just trying to avoid having to go back to studying.

So tomorrow's pretty much my last day at school.. Unless things take a good turn. I feel my heart breaking with every passing second. It sucks so bad. It's like, I want to cry, but my invisible wall of strength wont let me. Oh well. Progress test was alright today, i completely failed math but fuck that shit. Chemistry was alright. I died during the moles questions,

* WHY. DID. I. NOT. STUDY. FOR. THAT.

Okay, enough ranting for now, i'll leave you guys with a picture.

ta.

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2011

Well hello there,

It's been a while hasnt it? I'm sorry for not updating, been caught up (again) in all the chaos of starting at a new school, making new friends, getting into the groove of studying, sports, going out.. yeah, you know all that jazz.

Coincidentally, Hello Seattle just came on my ipod. Why is it that every time I end up writing, Owl City starts playing?

Yes, anywayyyyy, school's been treating me alright. Been having some trouble focusing in class and staying awake seems to be my biggest problem these days. No matter what time I sleep, I'll always be sleepy after 10am. Progress tests are soon, been studying my ass off for all the subjects I can actually understand - math being the biggest pain in the ass. But tryphena's going to help me out there :) I LOVE YOU BABE.

Sports Carnival is soon, but I messed up my entire right leg. WHAT IS HAPPENING TO THE WORLD!? It always happens this way, before any major competition I injure myself, I think it's my body's way of telling me that I shouldnt be playing. Unfortunately, I wont be playing for the Red Spartans.. I'll be playing for the Green Army instead :) But its only for this year, so next year i'll be playing for the reds.. Ohhh we gon' own bitch. I'm pretty afraid of the diploma people, I couldnt tell whether the people playing were girls or guys the other day.

Oh god, I just got sidetracked again - I'm actually supposed to be updating my ipod.

Fail at life.

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